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My story part 1

My story is not a special story, I'm just an ordinary guy who have a desire just like most people, to live, to love and be loved. This is not just my story, there are thousand of lgbt people who experience self-hate that drive them to suicidal thoughts. I was born in a loving family, both of my parents are loving parents. Even though I was not born in a religious family, I came to know Jesus when I was 13 through my aunt. There was something that emerged in my life out of my own will, I did not ask for it, I never wanted it, it was imposed upon me, and I had no control over it, that thing was my orientation. I always knew I was different from a young age .....  even before I knew the word for it. I don't remember a defining moment to realize that I'm gay but I always felt that there was something in me that other guys my age didn't feel since I was a teenager. When I was 10, we moved into a new house and my dad invited many guests to celebrate a housewarming party, an